EDITED** this wasn't the first blog.. i edited it because my first post was not that serious, and i just realize that not all the time, i laugh, smile, run away from my problems, i have to take this matter seriously and manly.
So here it goes..
I dont want to say and bring up any names at all, so im just gonna say about what going on and what's happening. Our weird friendship started when we we're having our vacation, it was only 1 month and when she decided to make me as here best friend, and being so overwhelmed by our sudden closeness i also decided to make her too my best friend because I KNOW that we have many things in common. At first it started great! we always take on the phone for hours, text each other like everyday, we always talk about our life, but now im thinking that its all changing. Maybe rushing our friendship is now taking its toll. Now im seeing her as a different person. I dont want to say it in public because its very confidential , but all i can say is, she's making the word BEST FRIENDS a farce.
Right now, im having a breakdown, im crying badly, i don't know what to do. My other friends told my that i have to stop this, but what can i do? she has been a part of my life too. Im being pulled apart in both ways, and right now, my true self is missing, the one that you came to know, the edzen that always laugh and smiles, is missing too. But really, she has hurt me, even though its not yet confirmed, that is what she is trying to show me, that she only made my as here best friend to gain access to my other friends lives and to make me spy, indeed, she is making a FARCE out of me...
So here it goes..
I dont want to say and bring up any names at all, so im just gonna say about what going on and what's happening. Our weird friendship started when we we're having our vacation, it was only 1 month and when she decided to make me as here best friend, and being so overwhelmed by our sudden closeness i also decided to make her too my best friend because I KNOW that we have many things in common. At first it started great! we always take on the phone for hours, text each other like everyday, we always talk about our life, but now im thinking that its all changing. Maybe rushing our friendship is now taking its toll. Now im seeing her as a different person. I dont want to say it in public because its very confidential , but all i can say is, she's making the word BEST FRIENDS a farce.
Right now, im having a breakdown, im crying badly, i don't know what to do. My other friends told my that i have to stop this, but what can i do? she has been a part of my life too. Im being pulled apart in both ways, and right now, my true self is missing, the one that you came to know, the edzen that always laugh and smiles, is missing too. But really, she has hurt me, even though its not yet confirmed, that is what she is trying to show me, that she only made my as here best friend to gain access to my other friends lives and to make me spy, indeed, she is making a FARCE out of me...
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