moods :|

today was a very weird day. im damn moody and i dont the hell know why! being happy and talkative has always been my passion and asset but these past few days, i sometimes feel down and depressed, for no reason at all..

months ago, i told my friends that i will change. i won't be talkative anymore, i wont be as hyper as a five-year old kid who's having a sugar rush and i wont be a pain in the butt. Better yet, i wont be a pain in the ear.

for no reason at all, i felt the urge to change. Maybe because im tire of making a fool out of myself or maybe im just being a drama king again.

i also told myself that i wont ask my friends whats the reason why they are not in the mood or why they are sad or bitter. Maybe i was traumatized of the past happenings, me being so eager to know their problems then finding myseft in a pit, slowly and helplessly engulfing me.

so maybe thats the reason why i decided to hush down. But frankly i cant help asking them. Theres just that certain feeling to help out your friends if they're down. a feeling i jusy couldnt help to resist.

hahaha! this blog was created in my classroom. Technically, i wrote this blog's draft during filipino time because i had no book and i was in a dramatic bitter mood. So there you are! i just blogged my recent reaction and point of views. Sorry for the drama and bitterness. special thanks to dubhe for editing my dumb mistakes ;)

just a pop-up emotion! maybe the fact that i let him down in the past is the reason why we aren't so close anymore :(